msc offshore and environmental technology

i have been here (newcastle) for more than two months now. life as a postgrad student over here isn't as fun and easy as i've expected. in within 8 weeks, i have submitted 5 practicals, 5 assignments, 1 project and 1 presentation... isn't that a bit too much! i still have a few things to submit included a 3000 words law essay! i'm exhausted... i did think, have i made a wrong decision? until a point, i failed to judge anymore...

in some of those lectures, i failed to follow what those lecturers were talking.... the bright side, i'm not alone. many of my coursemates are still puzzled and still asking silly questions in class. i was a good student during my years at deakin. i was the one everyone comes for help. many of my friends said i need time to adjust and i travelled too much! i did blame myself for travelling too often but i have never late in submitting assignments. what went wrong?

i did think i'm not smart enough for the course! but somehow... i gained many new knowledge and used many new engineering design softwares. before doing this course, i have never heard of ansys before but now, i have no problem using it with one eye closed.

exam is just around the corner! can i do well? i have to study for 5 subjects included a law subject. i'm freaking out... gosh! i do miss my life back at technip! life with great adventures and great companions! guys.... i really miss you guys!