the big 3-2!

i'm officially 32! i do feel old (more wrinkles on my face) but i'm ageing with style for sure. oh well! age is just a number anyway.... so, screw it!

the question now... how was the 1st day of my 32? mmmm... weird but interesting (blushed)!  

the 1st birthday where i have to spend it alone (no family, no friend).

the 1st birthday where i have to wake up 4 in the morning (for a sunrise tour).

the 1st birthday where i almost damage my urinary bladder.

the 1st birthday where i have to urinate at the wall near a temple (publicly). 

the 1st birthday where i was laughed by a temple parking attendance/ guard  (for urinated at the wall).

the 1st birthday where i have to cycle in the rain.

the 1st birthday (maybe the last) where i have enjoyed a drum beating session by an old japanese man.

the 1st birthday where i bought a cake for myself.

the 1st birthday where i have indulged myself with a good massage session.

and the 1st birthday where my willy was touched by a stranger (the masseur). 

is okie to get old, but make everyday count! happy 32nd birthday, mr tan!!! 

hoi an, vietnam
11.17 pm

寶貝

this song reminded me that i once have the happiness others can only envy!
but one wrong decision, overturned everything.

i have never really thanked you.... so....
thanks for being there for me during those years...
thanks for the unconditional love you have given me...
thanks for appreciated the silliness in me...
thanks for cherish my existence...
thanks for stopped the insanity in me...
thanks for the priceless memories we have created together...
and thanks for those sweet v days!

happy valentine's day!